In 7 more get-ups- we will be in Utah and Nevada visiting my bestie and our beautiful nephew!!!

In 13 get-ups- we will be in Denver, celebrating the marriage of my beautiful aunt and god-mother to her wonderful fiance, Mike.

We will be visiting family and seeing old friends. Enjoying the vacation and having time to ourselves. We are so excited for the next few weeks.

We simply can't wait.

Words right out of my mouth

Sometimes- I just need someone.
You know who you are.
Unanswered calls.
Texts.
Emails.
It just seems to crush me every time.
And it doesn't hurt any less the next time either.


Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now, I just need you now

I need you now

Future plans...

So this weekend, Tom and I move. We are so excited we can hardly stand it. We got to see the apartment yesterday and it looks directly over the marina! And I can see the windmills from our balcony! Our living room is huge and we are just soooo ready and soooo excited despite all of the people who are worried about us- we really are excited- but thank you so much for your concern.

The new few weeks are going to be hectic but soooo much fun.

On May 22nd, Tom and I will be out on a sailboat, enjoying friends and family, as we listen to Kaboom (a big concert that happens every year) and the fireworks that follow.

The next weekend, I have a three day weekend for Memorial Day and am planning to have a housewarming party! It will be great!

The weekend following, we will be making the 9 hour drive to Las Vegas/St. George, Utah to bless our beautiful nephew, Logan.

And the week after that, we will be flying to Denver to celebrate the marriage of my aunt and god-mother, Fritzi, to her amazing fiance Mike. I am so excited to see my family and to spend a few days in Denver. I can't wait to see my brother and my sister and my niece- along with my cousins and aunts and uncles- my grandparents, and my daddy. It will be such a good trip! Too short- but sooo good.

Then when we get home... Titan gets to come home with us. He has become the light of our life and we want to spend as much time as possible with him. Tom and I love to feed him and watch him wabble around. We have just fallen in love with the little guy. We are soooo blessed.

Thank you to everyone for your continued prayers and support. We feel so blessed to have such amazing family and wonderful friends. We can feel the love.

XOXO

My New Life

I have been following her blog for a few months now and am always inspired and feel uplifted after I read her blogs. If she can do what she is doing, anyone can. Thank you for sharing your story. It only deepens my faith and love for the Gospel and for our Heavenly Father.

And I feel good....

Last night was AH-MAZ-ING!!!!!

I love going to the Temple.
I love feeling so connected to everything around me.

It was stake Temple night and so people from our ward were there.
Since we have been gone pretty much the last 6 months, it was really good to see their faces. *Lydia, you must come next time ;)*
I love how I feel once I walk in.
Nothing hurts.
Everything is right.
I feel more in love.
More in sync.
Its like my senses are hightened.
I love it.

I hope to carry this feeling throughout the week/month *until we can get back*
I am feeling happy right now.
A bit sleepy.
But happy. :)

WE DID IT!!!!!

Tom and I are officially moving!
May 14th.
We are so excited!
This will be the first time in our whole relationship where it will be just the two of us!
We will be living in a one bedroom one bathroom apartment right by the Marina.
And then soon we will have Titan joining us.

I feel so very blessed that we have had so much help along the way.

Thank you Grandma and Grandpa Taylor for allowing us to spend the last 6 months with you, saving money and trying to prepare for our future. We really do appreciate it.

On that note, Tom and I are heading to the Temple tonight. We haven't been in quite sometime and are looking forward to being so close to our Heavenly Father.

Tom's brother, Ben, is in town with our new nephew, Logan, and I simply can't wait to meet him.

It is going to be a fun filled weekend.

Temple.
Work.
Dinner at my moms.
Church.
Dinner at the in-laws.

And getting ready to move!!!!!!

Thank you for all the prayers! We sure do feel loved.

XOXO