I know it has been a while since I've updated y'all. I am sorry for that. Things have just been crazy! School consumes almost all my time during the day, and when I find time to be a wife and do chores around the house or run errands or go to doctor's appointments, that is where the remainder of my time goes. I am thankful I have a very loving and supportive husband who understands that I am busy with school, but also pregnant and seem to be lacking motivation and energy. He has been great and ever so patient with me and I am thankful for everything he does for me and our daughter. He is one amazing daddy already!
I am taking the time to write today, because I felt prompted by the Spirit to. I have a great friend, Nicole, who I have known for many years who recently posted on her Facebook about a run/walk being held for her cousin in St. George, Utah. Check it out here.
Ben was diagnosed with ALS just over a year ago. Upon wandering to the site, I found his wife's blog. Her faith in this trail that God has granted her has given me such a deep appreciation for life. For every day trails. I stayed up way past my bed time reading her blog and reading her story of faith, courage and hope. I read and wept over her words and her struggles, fears and anger. But it all kept coming back to the Lord. It all kept returning to Him, His will and His timing. She has absolute faith in Him, in His promises and that made me want to do more. I am not the perfect follower of Christ. My faith lacks... a lot. I don't study the Scriptures like I should, I don't pray as often as I should and I certainly don't always act with love, faith and hope. But I find myself renewed through someone else's struggle. I find myself wanting to make sure that I prepare myself to be steadfast and honorable. I find myself wanting to make sure that I am doing all that I can to get back to Heavenly Father, to be the best mother, wife, sister, daughter, granddaughter, aunt....etc, that I can be.
I often think that I have it rough. I have my fair share of problems, some that have left some pretty deep wounds, and my trails are mine, they are what God has given me, but in relation to Ben and his family, my trails seem so small. I am so thankful for what I have, for the family I have supporting me and for the friends I have that are there at moment's notice. I have a perfect baby girl growing inside me, a husband who would do anything for me and worries constantly about Mady and I and a life that I can hardly complain about. I am blessed. And I need to recognize that a little more often. I need to thank Heavenly Father for all that He has provided Tom and I with. We could not do this alone and we know that. :)
As for other news: I am 24 weeks along now and I fall more in love with Madalyn every day. I can't wait to meet her and have her in my arms. 3 months to go!!! She is a mover and has quite the kick. I woke up this morning and decided to listen to her heartbeat- it is my favorite sound in the world- and while listening to her, I could also hear her move. I could lay there and listen to her all day. <3
The next few months will be busy as Tom and I are moving in with family to save some money and to look for a home to purchase. We are excited for this oppurtunity, but we also know it will be a bit stressful. I head home to Denver at the end of the month for my first baby shower that my aunt is throwing for me. I am excited to go home and spend some time with family, as I know after sweet Mady comes, it will be more difficult to get away. A week after getting back from Denver, Tom's parents and I will head to Las Vegas, and then I will drive to St. George, Utah, followed by a trip to SLC to spend time with my bestie, my grandparents and some friends I haven't seen in ages. It will be a wonderful trip, with hopefully a trip to the Temple with my grandparents and some much needed time with my best friend. I am grateful that Tom has worked so hard to allow me to travel as much as I will during the next month. I am really grateful that he is giving me this chance to see my family and friends before miss Mady comes.
Monday, March 12, 2012
Friday, February 3, 2012
18 weeks!
Baby is the size of a:
Baby is slathered in a greasy, waxy, cheese-like substance known as vernix caseosa to keep it from bruising, abrasions, and chapping caused by amniotic fluid exposure.
Baby is on the move quite often and it makes mommy very happy :)
Baby can now hear mommy and daddy talking.
Baby also responds to music.
Mommy:
Mommy is feeling better than ever.
Mommy is loving feeling the baby move.
Mommy's ligaments are growing every day and hurt a lot (but it is worth it).
Mommy has her 20 week (19 really) next week. We are making sure baby has all 10 fingers and all 10 toes, and see its little nose. Mommy can't wait!!!
Dearest Baby,
Everyday I feel you more and more. You are one active baby, moving around constantly, dancing and rolling around. I fall more and more in love with you each time I feel you. I can't wait to meet you. I have been waiting for this for so long and am determined to enjoy every moment I have with you, even if you are still just growing inside my belly. I get to see you in just a few days, make sure you have all your fingers and all your toes. I will get to see and hear your heartbeat (it is the sweetest sound to my ears and to my heart). You are already so loved. I can't imagine how things will be when you are here, but I know no matter what you are going to be loved beyond words. I just wanted you to know how much I love you. I can't wait for you to be here. To see those eyes, and have your fingers wrap around mine, to hear you cry (I promise to remember that when you are crying ALL the time), to have you cuddle with me. Keep dancing baby T! I love you.
Mommy
Baby is slathered in a greasy, waxy, cheese-like substance known as vernix caseosa to keep it from bruising, abrasions, and chapping caused by amniotic fluid exposure.
Baby is on the move quite often and it makes mommy very happy :)
Baby can now hear mommy and daddy talking.
Baby also responds to music.
Mommy:
Mommy is feeling better than ever.
Mommy is loving feeling the baby move.
Mommy's ligaments are growing every day and hurt a lot (but it is worth it).
Mommy has her 20 week (19 really) next week. We are making sure baby has all 10 fingers and all 10 toes, and see its little nose. Mommy can't wait!!!
Dearest Baby,
Everyday I feel you more and more. You are one active baby, moving around constantly, dancing and rolling around. I fall more and more in love with you each time I feel you. I can't wait to meet you. I have been waiting for this for so long and am determined to enjoy every moment I have with you, even if you are still just growing inside my belly. I get to see you in just a few days, make sure you have all your fingers and all your toes. I will get to see and hear your heartbeat (it is the sweetest sound to my ears and to my heart). You are already so loved. I can't imagine how things will be when you are here, but I know no matter what you are going to be loved beyond words. I just wanted you to know how much I love you. I can't wait for you to be here. To see those eyes, and have your fingers wrap around mine, to hear you cry (I promise to remember that when you are crying ALL the time), to have you cuddle with me. Keep dancing baby T! I love you.
Mommy
Friday, January 20, 2012
16 weeks!!!!!
Baby is the size of an....
Baby is moving at night... feels like little butterflies moving on the right side of the tummy just below the belly button.
Baby's eyes are close to their final position and its possible that baby can hear mommy and daddy when they talk.
Baby's heart is now pumping 25 quarts of blood each day and it will only pump more as time goes on.
Mommy is doing wonderful.
She has quite a cold this past week but seems to finally be getting over it.
She is still craving bacon and potatoes.
She is getting so excited for see the baby on February 8th.
Mommy's belly is growing everyday and can feel her ligaments stretching.
Mommy also has more energy and doesn't always require a nap everyday.
Baby is moving at night... feels like little butterflies moving on the right side of the tummy just below the belly button.
Baby's eyes are close to their final position and its possible that baby can hear mommy and daddy when they talk.
Baby's heart is now pumping 25 quarts of blood each day and it will only pump more as time goes on.
Mommy is doing wonderful.
She has quite a cold this past week but seems to finally be getting over it.
She is still craving bacon and potatoes.
She is getting so excited for see the baby on February 8th.
Mommy's belly is growing everyday and can feel her ligaments stretching.
Mommy also has more energy and doesn't always require a nap everyday.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
14 WEEKS!!!!
BABY:
Our little bean is the size of a....
Our bean is growing big and strong everyday.
Baby is busy with thumb sucking, toe wiggling, and (not so cute but equally amazing) making urine and breathing amniotic fluid as the liver kidneys and spleen continue to develop.
Lanugo is growing all over the body for warmth.
Baby at 13 weeks
You can see the bean putting its hand on its head. Our little bean has attitude already :)
Mommy:
Finally feels like she has "popped"
Feels like she can feel the baby moving around, soft little flutters.
Has kidney stones, but is finally starting to feel better.
Is thankful for daddy's back and neck rubs and bubble baths.
Is craving bacon, anything potatoes and sandwiches with lettuce, mayo, pickles and dijon mustard.
Is loving being pregnant and can't wait for the next 26 weeks.
Our little bean is the size of a....
Our bean is growing big and strong everyday.
Baby is busy with thumb sucking, toe wiggling, and (not so cute but equally amazing) making urine and breathing amniotic fluid as the liver kidneys and spleen continue to develop.
Lanugo is growing all over the body for warmth.
Baby at 13 weeks
You can see the bean putting its hand on its head. Our little bean has attitude already :)
Mommy:
Finally feels like she has "popped"
Feels like she can feel the baby moving around, soft little flutters.
Has kidney stones, but is finally starting to feel better.
Is thankful for daddy's back and neck rubs and bubble baths.
Is craving bacon, anything potatoes and sandwiches with lettuce, mayo, pickles and dijon mustard.
Is loving being pregnant and can't wait for the next 26 weeks.
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
12 WEEKS!
BABY:
SIZE OF A LIME
BABY AT 11W4D
Baby now has reflexes.
Baby's fingers will open and close.
Baby's toes will curl.
Baby's cute mouth will begin to make sucking movements.
Baby squirms when I (or anyone else) touches my belly (I can't feel it yet)
MOMMY:
I am rarely feeling sick now.
I still have headaches.
I still need a nap at least once a day.
I have started to take up prenatal yoga and LOVE it.
We are getting more and more excited for baby to become part of our family.
And last but not least... a video of baby waving!!! We were so excited to see this! It is still hard to believe that is 28 weeks or so, I will be a mommy!!!!
Baby now has reflexes.
Baby's fingers will open and close.
Baby's toes will curl.
Baby's cute mouth will begin to make sucking movements.
Baby squirms when I (or anyone else) touches my belly (I can't feel it yet)
MOMMY:
I am rarely feeling sick now.
I still have headaches.
I still need a nap at least once a day.
I have started to take up prenatal yoga and LOVE it.
We are getting more and more excited for baby to become part of our family.
And last but not least... a video of baby waving!!! We were so excited to see this! It is still hard to believe that is 28 weeks or so, I will be a mommy!!!!
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
WEEK 9
Baby is the size of a:
PRUNE
BABY:
Bones and cartilage are forming.
Arms can already flex.
Teeth are forming underneath the gums.
If baby is a boy, he is producing testosterone.
MOMMY:
Still getting horrible migraines.
Has only thrown up 3 times this week *whooo hoooo!*
Must take a nap once a day.
Is feeling extremely blessed to have this little prune growing inside me.
Tummy is getting harder and rounder by the day :)
In other news: I am flying into Denver today to FINALLY meet my cousin Fiona. I am so excited to spend 6 glorious days with my family!!! And there is supposed to be SNOW!
BABY:
Bones and cartilage are forming.
Arms can already flex.
Teeth are forming underneath the gums.
If baby is a boy, he is producing testosterone.
MOMMY:
Still getting horrible migraines.
Has only thrown up 3 times this week *whooo hoooo!*
Must take a nap once a day.
Is feeling extremely blessed to have this little prune growing inside me.
Tummy is getting harder and rounder by the day :)
In other news: I am flying into Denver today to FINALLY meet my cousin Fiona. I am so excited to spend 6 glorious days with my family!!! And there is supposed to be SNOW!
Saturday, November 26, 2011
8 weeks and counting!
So I've decided I just can't up and leave this blog. There has been too much put into it. So- here I go with the updates about the newest news in our lives.
We are having a baby!!!!!
WEEK 8
Baby:
He/She is the size of an olive.
He/She is an inch long.
Starting to look more and more like a baby.
Mommy:
Sick all the time, but rarely throws up anymore.
Killer migraines.
Starting to get a bump already :)
Wants to eat all the time, but can't find out what to eat/
Here is the little olive at 7 weeks when it was just a little raspberry.
We are due July 3rd and have been told the doctor won't let us go more than a week before the induce, so we are looking at July 3rd to July 10th and T is hoping for a fourth of July baby. We aren't going to find out the sex. We both figure it is a gift from God and we shouldn't peek, so gender neutral until the little munchkin is born :)
After trying for as long as we did, we want to say thank you to everyone who gave us support in our journey. It was a very long and difficult one for us and we couldn't have done it without you. We can't wait to share the rest of this baby's life with you.
All our love.
We are having a baby!!!!!
WEEK 8
Baby:
He/She is the size of an olive.
He/She is an inch long.
Starting to look more and more like a baby.
Mommy:
Sick all the time, but rarely throws up anymore.
Killer migraines.
Starting to get a bump already :)
Wants to eat all the time, but can't find out what to eat/
Here is the little olive at 7 weeks when it was just a little raspberry.
We are due July 3rd and have been told the doctor won't let us go more than a week before the induce, so we are looking at July 3rd to July 10th and T is hoping for a fourth of July baby. We aren't going to find out the sex. We both figure it is a gift from God and we shouldn't peek, so gender neutral until the little munchkin is born :)
After trying for as long as we did, we want to say thank you to everyone who gave us support in our journey. It was a very long and difficult one for us and we couldn't have done it without you. We can't wait to share the rest of this baby's life with you.
All our love.
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